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a theory of
from subjective experience temple bar oct 19, 2003 i sat on a swiveling barstool and positioned it so i could let myself spin slowly all the way around while being in groove. using the motion of spinning and body movement to create more beats and rhythms against each other while visually taking in the rhythm, energy and movements of the people around me and the sound system's speaker which i sat very close to. white girls gettin it and i was diggin it as i looked across them to have her in my peripheral vision so i could see and feel her rhythm and movement without the direct eye to eye contact. i let her feel my energy and vibe and without direct acknowledgement though i vibed her directly. also i was so on the groove that the dj dropped a break in the music and i was dead on it. its to the point i can anticipate breaks or i can recognize them and react so fast that it seems im anticipating them. i was deep in it and i paused dead on his break and i had time to think and go "woooooo" and still experience what seemed like a "long time" till the next beat. i was not only conscious of the time between beats but was able to observe and participate in it. i thought this could be how rhythm could create time by heightening a persons experience of time. like a 300MHZ computer which clocks at 300 million beats a second vs a 6000MHZ computer which clocks at 6000 million beats a second. in the same amount of time (a second of "time space") one computer can do 20x the work and have 20x the events. each beat of the clock could represent an aspect of space time or our experience of space time. what would it be if you could increase your awareness of space time by 20 times? if you could increase the number of conscious instances of space time you are aware of. increase your experience of space time in the same timespace, then you have in a sense created space time by dividing it into smaller instances. and by creating more instances of experience. so if i can rise up to experiencing maybe from 30 to 60 beats a second (or whatever) i have increased my sense of experience and in a sense made my experience of time "longer." i can differentiate between points in time to the point where i can experience and execute within smaller and smaller time spaces. so say maybe another person has x experiences a second, when im in groove or vibrating at that higher rate i have 5x or whatever experiences in that same time space. a person who could have 100 conscious instances of experience a second would out perform a person who has only 5 instances in the same timespace. i webserached timespace and found http://www.geocities.com/r_ayana/index.html. and sometimes when im in groove and maintaining a beat, it becomes "routine" as ive been in a groove for minutes and i can create beats within those beats thereby creating another instance of experience or action or result or something in that space of time or time space. i can become "unconscious" of 4 or 5 beats that ive been maintaining with different muscles and parts of my body. when this happens and becomes routine (maybe by using an unconscious "rhythm" clock) i can insert another beat (at the very least mentally) and be conscious of another instance of space time and instance of conscious experience. through movement and gestures physically on the beat i can make myself conscious of another event in the time space. another instance of space time within the same time space. while my body is keeping time in a groove i can think about other things and participate in other events. like while driving. especially driving. driving may be the best other event. the added forward motion, the energy of that forward motion (in a groove at 70-90+ mph dancin and takin pictures) multitasking mentally and in a groove
20031030- also when in a groove i can move my body in ways i may not be able to without this ability of timing and rhythm. i can move my arms and body "faster" and "quicker" than normal. i can imagine complex movements in my mind then begin to try and do them physically. movement that is more agile, stopping and starting with a really tight sharpness. also to move my body like this is euphoric. maybe my body movement enables my body to release more adreneline. something cause just the mere repeated movement tight on beat gives me a very very pleasurable feeling. the point is that being in a groove makes the body feel really good like a natural drug. and there is something also very pleasurable about "not being able to get off beat." and being able to move in a smooth rhythm. gestures and everything i do is like a dance. i can coordinate different parts of my body to move independantly but in unison and harmony.
20031031- maybe its thinking about the same thing twice at the same time. with different parts of brain or conscious simultaneously. i use timespace to represent that highest level of time. that measure of time that is above and encompasses all physics and space times. this may be only a logical place, never observable. cause to observe it you would have to go above it. to observe the highest physics, the physics which all others are contained, you would have to see where it begins and ends and how it encompasses everything. and if it ends, there is a higher physics. if it has a beginning, it has to have an end. or an edge. i use space time to represent the experience within the different physics. the matter and energies within our universe represent a physics. different universes could have different physics which would have different laws, matters and energies. based on the way we think, if there are many universes they must "exist" within a "bigger" thing. their "container" would be of a higher physics and a higher time space. even if there is one universe, it must be contained within something. this is based on the way things work within our physics. this could be a proof that there has to be other physics. that at the highest timespace could observe the entire physics of any "universe" within it and thereby could observe the ultimate reality of that universe. as it could measure and observe everything within that universe. it would also be "responsible" or at least aware of the ultimate destiny of that universe. there could exist a physics where all the logic we know is not true. rationale that directly breaks the laws of our physics. in other physics, maybe things can create themselves out of nothing. or be infinite. or be infinite within itself. or not have mass but great energy. the idea of the particle with a spin
that you have to rotate around two whole times just to see the
"back" of it. rhythm of life documentry on ovation channel, the host
made a statement in the nature that "music divides time into
beats." |